Support

All this talk of support

I thought I wouldn’t need to explain the word

Support is never there

I should have given up

Instead I’m pulling out my hair

I sacrificed so much for you

But what do you do?

You turn around and say yes

But you’re always full of it

If it’s not what you wanna do

Just leave because I’m through

I don’t need to be on the team all alone

You won’t even pick up the phone

Support isn’t there

Why r u here?

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I remember

I remember back in December

Mom would get all the food ready

I remember when she took me to school each day

I remember when I would come home

Dinner was on its way

You saw the good in everyone

The people left can’t see anything in me

You were the guiding light

Now no one knows wrong from right

I remember you gave the best advice

I wish you could come back

I’d love to see you and all that

I’d love to give you a hug

I’d love for you to look at me smug

I feel like if you came back you’d put us together again

I feel like we need someone to take your place

Someone who could see hearts

Someone whose love was art

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I’m hungry

I wake up at 3

I’m hungry you see

You and me

Were there just a minute ago

Maybe I’ll never know

I just dream and I get so full

I wake up and it’s all bull

I’m hungry and it’s time to eat

I wake up and eat something sweet

I shouldn’t be eating

But I needed it even when I tried to walk away from it

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It was all a game

It was all a game

You thought you knew my name

You thought you would destroy me

The worst was yet to come

I’ll never be done

There was more than one who played me like a fiddle

Once I was stuck In the middle

I didn’t even know

Someone set me up in a griddle

So I could get fried

Thinking I would have died

But you don’t know what I’m here for

Limitless goals such a high score

And just think you lost a long time ago

But you didn’t even know

Pretty girls finish first

Pretty girls finish first

That’s how it works

You’re not in that category

Your type is whorry

He cannot walk around with you on the shoulder

He can walk around with a prettier holder

It’s not about the waist

It’s always about the face

You didn’t get that he wanted it when he could get away with it

Now he realizes he is not a prime

So she is the dime

That could leave at anytime

But I’ve been finishing last

Cause I’ve been for paying that

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I leave

I leave when I see you around

Are you okay with me being torn down?

You like causing me pain

You do it over and over again

Are you happy with the destruction you’ve caused ?

Are you happy do ever take a pause?

To think about the rubble that is left

All the women and children that have wept

You just take a pause to admire the rain

You take a pause to rest up again

I’m leaving again

I’ll keep on fighting til I  win

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Five years old

I have been programmed since five years old

I cannot remember what I was told

For two years no one talked to me

For for four years I couldn’t talk you see

Now I’ve found my voice

I’m not giving anyone a choice

You can listen or move away

I’m not playing today

Or any day

I’m not quiet

I’m sorry if you thought it was that way

I’m not shutting up that’s how it will stay

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